It has been ten years since I hammered the final nail into the coffin of my poetry group. 'SubVerse Writers' was the child of Web One, mostly active from 2000 to 2006, although we didn't do much in 2005 and I wound everything up in 2006. We had an old fashioned website and were on newsgroups and the IRC. We met once a month on a Saturday in a cafe in central London, men and women of all backgrounds and ages came to discuss 'the poetry of surrender', to share our verse and our feelings. We ran workshops and exhibitions, gave talks and recitals, produced books and other paraphernalia. I always felt that external forces were acting against us and it had to come to an end, which it did, however I am glad it existed, I felt it was mostly good while it lasted. I thought I would share one of my favourite poems from that era with my blog, it's called 'Malleable'.
Monday, 29 February 2016
SubVerse Writers
It has been ten years since I hammered the final nail into the coffin of my poetry group. 'SubVerse Writers' was the child of Web One, mostly active from 2000 to 2006, although we didn't do much in 2005 and I wound everything up in 2006. We had an old fashioned website and were on newsgroups and the IRC. We met once a month on a Saturday in a cafe in central London, men and women of all backgrounds and ages came to discuss 'the poetry of surrender', to share our verse and our feelings. We ran workshops and exhibitions, gave talks and recitals, produced books and other paraphernalia. I always felt that external forces were acting against us and it had to come to an end, which it did, however I am glad it existed, I felt it was mostly good while it lasted. I thought I would share one of my favourite poems from that era with my blog, it's called 'Malleable'.
Sunday, 14 February 2016
Valentine's Day
I wrote this poem when I was a teenager. Much has happened since then, mostly surrounding marriage, mortgage and motherhood, but also music, other creative endeavours and my degree and 25 years working in libraries. However Valentine's Day has continued to be a small source of disappointment for me, so these days I spend it at home with my family, rather than on any great romantic quest.
Monday, 8 February 2016
Crafts for a Spring Fair
I am hoping to do a craft stall in the spring and have been working on new crafts to put on it. I have redeveloped my fabric brooches into fabric brooch greeting cards. I was also knitting over Christmas and have produced more gadget and gift pouches and also new purses. I also worked on bookmarks, new notecards and greeting cards. I have worked more on the details of my Star Heart Dolls and lavender scenters. It's always good to work on my arts and crafts and being able to donate some of my earnings to charity makes my endeavours feel even more worthwhile.
Friday, 5 February 2016
There's something about Edgar ...
I thought I might never get to see the animated version of 'The Fall of the House of Usher' by Edgar Allan Poe narrated by Christopher Lee and directed by Raul Garcia. I was revisiting the very tempting trailer on YouTube (see above) when, after reading a few of the comments, I noticed that it has actually been released. It was released in October 2015 and is one of the animated films featured in an animated Poe movie anthology called 'Extraordinary Tales'. After hunting around a bit I found an online version and have now seen the entire film.
Extraordinary Tales by Raul Garcia : a film review
Edgar Allan Poe has long been one of my favourite authors, if not my absolute favourite, and this animated film, written and directed by Raul Garcia, I feel is a wonderful homage to him and his stories. The beginning and connecting sequences of the portmanteau film feature Poe in the form of a raven who visits a graveyard full of feminine statues and speaks to death in the form of a woman. The first conversation between them leads neatly into the first of Poe's tales.
The Fall of the House of Usher
Christopher Lee's narration is mesmerising in this and perfectly complements the stylishly drawn characters. Roderick and Madeline are as they should be; angular, striking and really creepy. The narrator, Roderick's boyhood friend, is rotund and spooked out by what has become of his childhood companion and the house he remembers as being magical. In Poe's tale it is not only Madeline who is ill, Roderick and the house are also falling apart at the seams and I think this is portrayed very well.
A conversation about redemption and justice leads to the second of Poe's tales.
The Tell Tale Heart
This story is told in striking black and white pictures, with a touch of red here and there. I have heard this story told many times. My English teacher read it out in an O'level lesson and managed to scare the life out of a bunch of rowdy teenagers. Here it is told by Bela Lugosi, who does a good job on it. The stark pictures are good company for the chilling story of a man who only kills because he doesn't like the look of the old man with the 'vulture eye'. I love that Bela Lugosi made it into the film, he was born in the same century as Edgar Allan Poe, so it feels like an extra connection there.
I find this is a really creepy story even by Poe's standards. It is about a man hypnotised into an uncertain state, before dying, and hovering on the brink, suspended between life and death. It is another starkly illustrated and animated piece, but this time there is colour and a satisfying comic book or graphic novel feel about the short film. The doctor looks suspiciously like Vincent Price and it is narrated by Julian Sands, which ticks another couple of vintage horror boxes quite nicely.
The next story, we are told, is about a man's contemplation of unknown torments.
It took me a while to get into and appreciate this story and this animation also took me a little more time to get to grips with. The animation is modern and realistic, smooth and appealing. It is voiced by the director Guilermo del Toro, the story is about the Spanish Inquisition, so I think this was a very thoughtful choice. Good narration, I feel, is so vital in this, we see that horrible things might happen, but what is going on in the mind of the prisoner is where the true horror lies. I think I need to read this story again to get all I can out of it.
There is very little speaking in this piece, so the amazing music, which has been running throughout the film, really comes to the fore. The paintings in this story are a kind of oily water colour, the characters look similar to the illustrations drawn by Harry Clarke, a 20th century illustrator famous for illustrating Poe. This is another touch that I feel makes this film such a treat, especially for big Poe fans like myself. I have read this story several times, and was eager to see how the animation would take on the many coloured rooms of Prince Prospero's palace. They were done exquisitely, each with their own decadent character. I wouldn't say any of these short films were too scary, but I did find this film a little scarier than the others.
At the end of the film we are left to ponder the legacy of Edgar Allan Poe, which I think is pretty great. Gorgeous animation, five Poe stories, a little of Poe's poetry, the portmanteau horror film format; exquisite music, illustration and narration; this film combines so many of my favourite things, I can't help but love it.
Saturday, 30 January 2016
Emily's misadventures in the photo booth
I vaguely made some resolutions for myself this year including
1. Teach more people the piano
2. Sort out a social media strategy
3. Develop my writing, art and music
4. Do more positive stuff like charity work and exercise
I am already making some progress with my writing, I will make more endeavours to get something else published and I will make more use of Wattpad.
I am still sorting out what poetry to put on Wattpad. Meanwhile I have put a new piece of flash fiction on there called 'Emily's misadventures ... in the photo booth'. I'm thinking that 'Emily's misadventures' could be an occasional series. You can find Emily's first misadventure here.
Monday, 18 January 2016
The Chapel Cafe
In the Good Mothers Club my heroine, Alice Plummer, stumbles across the Chapel Cafe, while there she meets other troubled mothers with whom she shares dark secrets and disturbing tales. this is a description of her first venture into the establishment.
'It certainly was worth the walk. The Chapel Café was my dream
coffee shop; it boasted a polished wooden floor, tall and colourful stained
glass windows featuring motifs of a heart, an anchor and a cross, thick round
wooden tables, red velvet cushioned armchairs and the kind of intricate carved
wood and stone features you would hope to find in an old church. I walked up to
the coffee counter to order a drink; there was no queue and only the minimal
conversational murmur coming from the other customers. Looking around further I
noticed something else unusual about the café, it was a gadget free zone: no
laptops, no mobiles, not even a kindle or an ipod. I took my mobile phone out
of my pocket, switched it off and put it back into my bag.
‘Um, regular, no, medium, latte please,’ I heard myself saying, I
obviously intended to stay for a while.
‘You’re here for the Good Mothers Club,’ the barista was a young, intense man dressed in black and white. He had fine, strong features and clear eyes that
seemed to stare into the heart of me.
‘Am I?’ I asked.
‘They’re at the back.’ The barista nodded to the back of the
chapel, to a slightly raised area, I guessed that that was where the altar used
to be. There stood an oval table, around which sat an array of brightly
coloured women. At the head of the table sat a pretty, young woman in pale grey
with a white headdress, a nun. She smiled at me with such a warm generous smile
that I smiled back.
With my freshly made Latte in my hand I headed over to the table
of women, taking in more details of the other customers as I went. There was an
unkempt young man in an Edward Munch ‘The Scream’ t-shirt, a group of business
men in suits, teenage Goths, an older couple, an elegant 1950s style starlet, a
couple of disheveled high school students and a group of international
tourists, from various remote corners of the world.
There were two vacant spaces at the table, one next to the nun and
one opposite her. I made my way past a woman in blue, who was having an intense
conversation with the woman in red who sat by her side, in order to sit in the
vacant seat nearest the nun.
‘Hello, come to make up the numbers,’ smiled an attractive, bubbly woman, dressed in a big, bold, mauve dress, as I sat down
opposite her, ‘You’re just in time, the meeting starts at six.’
I glanced at my watch, six o’clock, and then I looked at the nun,
she began speaking and the small conversations that were taking place around
the table died down.'
Labels:
Café,
Illustration,
motherhood,
Stories,
Tea,
Writing
Saturday, 16 January 2016
Pictures of Bowie
About this time last year I shared my Beatle Dreams with my blog. Now, with the passing of Bowie, I thought I would share the pictures of Bowie I drew and painted as a teenager. He was important to me as I was growing up, I think he helped me feel less freaky and alone and I still enjoy his music today.
Saturday, 2 January 2016
Jar of Lavender Star Hearts
One of Amy's favourite songs of the past few years is 'Jar of Hearts' by Christina Perri. These newly styled 'Lavender Star Hearts' were created by me for my ALF Creations craft stall. They feature the six star heart virtues of Joy, Peace, Love, Grace, Faith and Hope, in the six colours of the Star Heart rainbow; red, orange, yellow, green, blue and purple.
Sunday, 27 December 2015
The Legend of the Dream Box
ALF Creations really began in 2005 with Amy coming up with 'The Legend of the Dream Box'. The book has been given to our friends and family over the years and it has sold well at craft fairs. Here is the blurb from the back of the book and a couple of pages from the inside.
Wednesday, 23 December 2015
At the piano
In kind of celebration of me playing the piano in various concert scenarios over the past six years I have put a new playlist on 8tracks called 'At the piano'. It features performances by lots of other people, of piano music I have enjoyed playing and listening to in these last few years and beyond.
Tuesday, 15 December 2015
Lorna on Wattpad
I joined Wattpad four months ago, when I posted 'The Watering Hole', which I wrote as a teenager. I have now added three poems, another piece of flash fiction and a short story. You can read more of my stuff by clicking here. I'm still learning about Wattpad and need to explore it a bit more.
Monday, 14 December 2015
The Need Fairy
I came up with the story of the Need Fairy when I had just moved into my house, before Amy was born. It wasn't until over ten years later that I had the time to work the idea into a proper story. Amy did the pictures for the story one wet Autumnal afternoon and I made a small book out of the illustrated story which we sell on our craft stall.
I have now added The Need Fairy to my Wattpad account, it is divided into eight parts, as it is in the story book; Christmas Day, New Year's Day, Valentine's Day, Ash Wednesday, Mother's Day, Palm Sunday, Easter Day and Christmas Eve. You can find the story here.
Tuesday, 1 December 2015
Flight of the Phoenix Fairy
While I was demoing my song 'Phoenix' I was imagining the sort of journey video that could accompany it. I had always been fascinated by animation and with the advent of home computers, inspired by a visit to the Museum of Childhood and becoming more skilled with the use of Paint Shop Pro, Gif Animator and Movie Maker, I was very pleased to put together my own small animated films. 'Flight of the Phoenix Fairy' is one of my most elaborate animations and is featured in the larger ALF Creations film 'Pictures at an Exhibition'.
Saturday, 21 November 2015
Craft Stall at Eastcote URC
I was late for the charity coffee morning at Eastcote URC as I made the classic mistake of turning up at the worng church. When I eventually arrived at the right church, and after a very humble apology, the morning actually went rather well. The people were pleased to see me and interested in my crafts. I was pleased with the response to my new ALF Christmas cards, they nearly sold out! Also popular were my lavender scenters and my knitted gadget pouches. In the end I did well enough to give quite a generous donation to the Michael Sobel Hospice, so I think I went some way to redeem myself, even after such an inauspicious start. It has highlighted the fact that I must give some more time and thought to my future crafting endeavours.
Saturday, 14 November 2015
Dancing Days
Dancing Days is inspired by The Red Shoes, the original story by Hans Christian Andersen, the Powell and Pressburger film starring Moira Shearer and the album and extended music video by Kate Bush. In the poem the dancer dances for the Gods and celestial bodies who represent the days of the week.
Monday is the moon's day
Tuesday is Tiu's day, God of War (like Mars)
Wednesday is Woden's day, God of the hunt and also Mercury, God of travel
Thursday is Thor's day, God of thunder
Friday is Freya's day, Goddess of love and beauty (like Venus)
Saturday is Saturn's day, Ruler of a happy, virtuous earth
Sunday is the sun's day
Monday, 9 November 2015
Back on 8Tracks
Two of my playlists weren't working on 8tracks so I had to go back and find more tracks for 'Music from the dawn of time' and 'Music collection'. I found a lovely version of 'My Funny Valentine' by George Kahn from 'Secrets from The Jazz Ghetto'. I'm really pleased a lot of people are listening to my songs and some people are liking them. You can find my 8tracks channel here.
Sunday, 8 November 2015
Lorna on Wattpad
I joined Wattpad three months ago, but I remember at the time not being able to fathom it out very well. I was looking for a place to put my creative writing and my daughter's friend said she put writing up on Wattpad, so I felt this might be the place to aim for. Looking at the site anew it seemed to make a bit more sense and so I decided to take the plunge and upload one of my flash fiction pieces, it's called 'The Watering Hole' and you can find it here.
Labels:
Publication,
Reading,
Stories,
Technology,
Writing
Saturday, 7 November 2015
Christmas gifts for St. Mary's
I've been working on Christmas flavoured gifts in January and October this year and have come up with a small collection that I'm quite happy with and glad I have enough for a decent donation for the St. Mary's Christmas bazaar. Among the gifts are ALF christmas cards, Comfort and Joy star heart dolls, lavender baubles, knitted gift pouches and a variety of sleeping angels.
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